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On Being Incapable of Humanity

And then krishna brought the chariot to a standstill in the middle of the battlefield, and he said thus - "now then partha, listen to this story of a self obsessed neurotic, and you will realize you have it so good..." "A feeling of déjà vu hangs in the air. I remember that I have been here earlier, in the not so distant past. It wasn’t pleasant then. It definitely isn’t now. But I seem to be doing this with an amazing regularity that it now seems that I am destined to do this to each and every one of those I care about. The thought process right now is one of resignation and indignation; resigned to my consistent ability to damage budding relationships of varying natures with my levels of insecurity driven impulsiveness, also labeled as immaturity by those in the know; and sheer indignation at the amount of complexity and sheer idiocy I keep adding into my already clueless existence. Makes me wonder if in addition to my inabilities at handling electronic gadgets, motori