June 21 2021
To be touched and given the assurance of a hug. to be sat beside and have the shoulders touching each other with the faintest of knowing smiles. to have that someone beside you and looking up at the same moon and the same clouds as you do. making out shapes of fluffy fat dogs and rabbits and dragons and hippos from those who go floating by unmindful of the effect they have on those far below days go on without a conversation nights pass by without someone to hold and feel and touch and be close to without some one to talk to caress to touch or to just flirt why not and to love mostly to just share and open up the feeling of being closed and of the shell creating new layers into which i get enveloped and covered and stifled not something i would have wanted but one which i have pushed myself into over the years pushing myself into corners away from those who were willing to open up new worlds closing the windows they opened here i sit on my terrace still looking up at the same moo
